i come back :D

Blog ini serasa tak bertuan....ahahahahha....
(lantaran kesibukan dr si pemilik account yg memang lgi males bwt nge-blog)

"i come back" tak hanya mengisyaratkan kembaliny account ini aktif, namun juga kembalinya saya sebagai seorang makhluk dwitunggal (individu dan sosial)yang telah menyadari arti kata "hidup" (upss...ngomong ap saya) :D

#galau

kata - kata yang sering didengar akhir2 ni adalah "galau"
apa maksud dari galau???

have i told u

g tau knpa lagu ni ngena bgt dhati meski g ngerti (soale lagu aslinya pke bhs korea), hmm....dan setelah nemu versi inggrisny..wuihhhh....dalem pisan euiii....
just see this song's lyric


눈이 예쁘다고 그미소가 좋다고

Nun-i-ye-bbeu-da-go geu-mi-so-ga joh-da-go

언젠가 내가 말한 적이 있나요

Eon-jen-ga nae-ga mal-han jeok-i itt-na-yo

이렇게 마주보고 그대 손 잡을 수 있어

I-reoh-ge ma-ju-bo-go geu-dae son jab-eul su iss-eo

정말 난 다행이라고

Jeong-mal nan da-haeng-i-r-a-go



젖은 머릿결이 붉어진 그 두볼이

Jeoj-eun meo-rit-gyeol-i beulk-eo-jin geu du-bol-i

사랑스럽다고 말한 적이 있나요

Sa-rang-seu-reob-da-go mal-han jeok-i itt-na-yo

지친 하루에 끝에 그대가 있다는 게

Ji-chin ha-ru-e ggeut-e geu-dae-ga itt-da-neun ge

내게 는 너무 큰 선물 이라고

Nae-ge neun neo-mu keun seon-mul i-ra-go



사랑한다고 불러줄 그대 곁에 있다면

Sa-rang-han-da-go bul-reo-jul geu-dae- gyeot-e itt-da-myeon

세상에 바랄 것이 하나 없네요

Se-sang-e ba-ral geos-eo ha-na eobs-ne-yo

그대 하나로 행복한 사람이 되나 봐요

Geu-dae ha-na-ro haeng-bok-han sa-ram-i doe-na bwa-yo

간직할게요 지금 이 우리 사랑을

Gan-jik-hal-ge-yo ji-geum i u-ri sa-rang-eul





사랑이 너무 커 내 것인 줄 몰랐죠

Sa-rang-i neo-mu keo nae geos-in jul mol-latt-jyo

미쳐 알지 못한 날 용서 해줘요

Mi-chyeo al-ji mot-han nal yong-seo hae-jweo-yo

어긋나고 비켜갈 그런 사랑 아닌걸

Eo-geut-na-go bi-kyeo-gal geu-reon sa-rang a-nin-geol

이제는 알아요 시작인 거죠

I-je-neun al-a-yo shi-jak-in geo-jyo



사랑한다고 불러줄 그대 곁에 있다면

Sa-rang-han-da-go bul-leo-jul geu-dae gyeot-e itt-da-myeon

세상에 바랄 것이 하나 없네요

Se-sang-e ba-ral geos-i ha-na eobs-ne-yo

그대 하나로 행복한 사함이 되나 봐요

Geu-dae ha-na-ro haeng-bok-han sa-ham-i doe-na bwa-yo

간직할게요 지금 이 우리 사랑을

Gan-jik-hal-ge-yo ji-geum i u-ri sa-rang-eul



사랑 하나면 그댄 됐다고

Sa-rang ha-na-myeon geu-daen doett-da-go

다른 건 아무 필요 없다고

Da-reun geon a-mu pil-yo eobs-da-go

내게 속삭이는걸

Nae-ge sok-sak-i-neun-geol

내 손을 잡아주는걸

Nae son-eul jam-a-ju-neun-geol

그 말음 내가 다 사랑할게요

Geu mal-eum nae-ga da sa-rang-hal-ge-yo



내려줄게요 환하게 그대 밤을 비춰요

Nae-ryeo-jul-ge-yo hwan-ha-ge geu-dae bam-eul bi-chwi-yo

꿈에도 외로울 일 없게 할래요

Ggum-e-do oe-ro-ul il eobs-ge hal-le-yo

눈이 부신 건 모두다 순간이라 하지만

Nun-i bu-shin geon-mo-du-da sun-gan-i-ra ha-ji-man

우리 사랑은 언제까지나 영원하다고

U-ri sa-rang-eun eon-je-gga-ji-na yeong-weon-ha-da-go



사랑한다고 불러줄 그대 곁에 있다면

Sa-rang-han-da-go bul-leo-jul geu-dae gyeot-e itt-da-myeon

세상에 바랄 것이 하나 없네요

Se-sang-e ba-ral geos-i ha-na eobs-ne-yo

추억이 되는 좋은 날 언제나 함께해요

Chu-eok-i doe-neun joh-eun nal eon-je-na ham-gge-hae-yo

내 가슴속이 내 품이 그대 자리죠

Nae ga-seum-sok-i nae pum-i geu-dae ja-ri-jyo

사랑해 이말 뿐이죠

Sa-rang-hae a-mal bbun-i-jyo



Translation

Your beautiful eyes.
Your lovely smile.
I have told myself that one day I can hold your hands.
That is my luck.
Seeing your wet hair and your pinky cheek,
have I told u that the end of every tired day is a present for me.

As long as I can hold you in my arms,
I want to say it out loud that I love you.
So that the world knows I’m the happiest man.
I will treasure our love forever.

Do you know how much I love you?
Please understand all my feelings.
Love is something we share together.
I know, let us start again.

As long as I can hold you in my arms,
I want to say it out loud that I love you.
So that the world knows I’m the happiest man.
I will treasure our love forever.

Besides your love, I don’t need anything else.
Whispering and holding hands together.
I love everything.

I will let you shine brightly tonight,
have dream without loneliness.
At the moment no one can see us,
but our love will always last.

As long as I can hold you in my arms,
I want to say it out loud that I love you.
So that the world knows I’m the happiest man.

If I can sing our love like a song,
if there is nothing left in this world,
our sweet memories are always the best things.
I only need you to say “I love you”


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25-5-2011

tersadar ini adalah semester keenam...

Ya Allah, syukur ku haturkan karena atas segala limpahan nikmat-Mu, aku mampu bertahan....
Ya Allah, ampuni segala dosa atas keluh kesahku, harusnya aku bersyukur aku masih bisa menuntut ilmu dengan tidak kurang suatu apapun, harusnya aku bersyukur karena Engkau telah menganugrahiku kemampuan berpikir dengan baik...namun, aku merasa melawan arus, mungkin inilah jawaban dari doa yang ku haturkan pada Mu, Engkau menjawab bahwa inilah jalanku, inilah yang terbaik untukku, namun, kuatkan jiwaku, sabarkanlah hatiku, karena ini bukanlah yang sebelumnya aku mau... :'(

coz i love u (my mom, my dad)

inilah aku

"saat ku tak sanggup menjadi sekokoh pohon beringin biarkan aku menjadi setegar rumput liar"

sebuah kutipan yang cukup menghibur dan membuatku dapat tersenyum saat dilema melanda...
Hidup memanglah pilihan, sejauh mana kita bijak dalam memilih maka sejauh itu pula kualitas hidup yang kita dapatkan...
Hidup adalah perjuangan, sejauh mana kita memperjuangkan hidup sejauh itulah hasil yang kita dapatkan dari yang perjuangkan.....
Sedih, takut, bimbang dan selalu berada dalam keraguan itulah bumbu kehidupan. Namun, ketika mampu atasi itu kita adalah pemenang.
Layaknya setangkai 'rumput liar'....
Rumput liar tidaklah seindah bunga teratai, seanggun bunga tulip, bahkan seharum bunga mawar...rumput liar hanyalah dedaunan yang tumbuh dimana ia ingin bidup...dilecehkan, direndahkan, diinjak, dicabur karena dianggap parasit...biarlah biar...biarkan ia tumbuh, ia tak pernah berharap untuk selalu disiram, diberi pupuk, bahkan ditempatkan di pot yang indah, ia hanya ingin bertahan, ia hanya ingin tumbuh tegak, ia hanya ingin berfotosintesis,...

dan kini biarkan aku setegar rumput liar, bersabar dikala kesedihanku, bertahan dikala deritaku...aku hanya ingin bertahan dengan caraku, karena inilah jalanku karena inilah hidupku....
biarkan aku tesenyum...
biarkan ku terus berjuang menjadi sekokoh pohon beringin... someday...

shape of my heart

ga tau knpa ni lagu menyatu saat ku mengingatmu 54*15,...

Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here, don't put out the glow
Hole me now, don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become
Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Send in this beautiful loneliness that's tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become
I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart...
I'm lookin' back on the things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

sejenak aku "labil"

just maybe the way to forget u is die...
it's a mistake, i know...

melupakanmu???
bagaimana bisa!!!